I've never learned so much about myself and my heart's desires and hopes as I have this last year. It's a new year though, and as I go through I know I'll learn only more. Totally lame? Yes, probably, but I made a list in my journal of the big things I've learned about myself and my heart. I will list them at the end of this blog if you care to read them for yourself. Last week, a sort of blizzard hit my great state of residence and I enjoyed it immensely. Being out of school, and being carefree made all the difference in getting things straight in my head. There's these lyrics that spoke straight to my heart over the time period of being stranded at home. "Everything is fine, fine, fine. Through the sunshine and the rain. I've got a peace of mind, You know I can't complain. I make it a point to thank the Lord, when I've got him on the line. I'm feeling good and everything is fine." (: Josh turner's flamin' hot, but that's not the reason I love these lyrics. I don't know, I just feel this way and I know my life is absolutely as perfect as anything I could ever realisticly ask for. I'm really excited also to announce that I'm going to start my first actually book very soon. It's going to be titled "The Silent War" unless I come up with something better while writing it. Okay, I guess I'm done rambling now and will go practice for auditions for TCGT this saturday and for districts next saturday. :3 Love.
Signed,
"At-peace" Kait
My List:
1)I was kicked in the face with once again that I can do nothing of my own strength but only that which comes from my Jesus.
2)Let it all go, and just be a teenager. Screw everything else. Stick to my guns and have fun.
3)Frienship isn't about constantly being together or talking 24/7 but is actually about loving that person above yourself and letting stand in the way of that friendship.
4)Real, and Healthy love is a fragile and rare thing these days, and when you have it you hold on to it and fight for it with everything you have.
5)Confidence. Period.
6)Call me lame, but I'm a country girl and I'm proud of it. And although winter is still my favorite, I have a new found love for the summer.
7)Nobody "lives without regret" or can honestly say "I don't regret anything." BullS. Go look up the definition of regret and then tell me if you don't regret something in your life.
8)Say what you need to say, before time passes and it's too late.
9)My choir teacher finds me shocking and innappropriate and quite frankly many other people probably do to, I just don't really care anymore.
10)Some people AREN'T worth your energy, live like they don't even exist. It's much easier that way.
11) Jesus is faithful. Through every high and low and mistake and regret, he's faithful.
12) my family is life. without them, I die.
