Interesting Night along with intresting feelings;

Today was really good, it went by pretty fast. I have to work homecoming night along with Sunday morning from 5 am to noon, about which I'm very very upset, but whatever. There's a million and two things going through my mind right now, and it's all getting to me. I'm at peace about most of it though, I just cant decide how to go about any of it. Okay, one thing I am proud of about myself is that I'm really open minded to hearing other people's opinions and respecting them and how others feel, but it pisses me off when they don't have to same courtesy for others. Mrs. Shuringa isn't pushing Jesus down anyone's throat, she's doing her job. Have any of the people complaining about it noticed that she's just going in the order that the book goes in. It's not like she's skipping around in the book to all the religious things and only teaching about them. She's doing her job. Yes, it just so happens that the pieces of literature do supporot her personal beliefs but she's not trying to piss anyone off. I don't know, I'm not angry or even annoyed, just frustrated i guess. but whatever. ANYWAYS :3 I had burrito grill tonight, yum! I'm about to get off here and go read Romans. :D My opinion has changed tonight about a certain situation, and I'm glad the Lord changed it. (: I'm gettin off here, GOOOOOODBYE.

Yes, it's my second post today

Get over it hooker. Okay, so just got done watching GLEE. :D haha It's so amazing. I also watched the newest episode of The Big Bang Theory, it's just so funny. :3 I've decided SCREW the word choir. We're the glee club. I'm done saying I'm in choir, I'm in glee. Not choir. Glee sounds a million times better. What am I singing for the glee concert?! I have no idea yet. Any suggestions can be given to me at this time. Okay, It's another short entry, but I'm gonna go finish a little bit of homework and read and write :3 I can promise you this, I love my life.

signed,
an "at peace" Kait

Oh the joys of being sickly

I'm lying here sick and watching 27 dresses. I love this movie so much(: It's just so gosh darn cute. Okay, so I decided that in a million ways I'm overwhelmed but all at the same time I'm so at peace. The Lord is good. The weather is getting colder! :3 I'm super duper excited! I'm already listening to Christmas music. So last week I went to the Tom Petty and ZZ Top concert! Yeah, I'm even more in love with Tom Petty than I was before, which was a lot. Of coruse, ZZ Top will always be amazing. :D I'm reading this amazing book called Two-Way Street. I didn't think I would like it, but I love it. I'm so tired and I think I'm gonna take a nap. "/

Get to know me?!

Odd numbers freak me out. I have ocd about many different things. One of which is my writing, I'll rewrite a whole paragraph if it doesn't look the way I want it too. I drink a lot of water and not much pop. I wear jeans more than I wear anything, and that's because I hate my legs. I can't fix my hair that way I want to to save my life. Chinese food is about the only thing that I could eat twenty four seven. I can't stand when people wear patterns or colors that clash. I'm book smart, and the one thing you could say to piss me off quickly is that i'm stupid. I don't really care that every other girl in the US is saying it, I'm so much like Bella Swan its not even funny, and that's why I read the books and love them so much. I used to play basketball, and I loved it, but things happen. I listen to every type of music. Girls annoy me with their drama. I care about little things way too much and not enough about the big things. I'm the world's best classroom texter. I joke around a lot, and I'm really just a "say it how it is" person. I keep a journal, and I write all the time. Boy meets world is my all time favorite show. I'm blunt, but I know how to keep my mouth shut. When I get really excited about something i make no sense when I talk. My mom is my rock. I probably read more in a year than you can speak. I would rather see someone else laugh, than myself. I'm so clumsy, I hit myself with things and fall down all the time. I have a plan after highschool. I do depend on people more than I should, but only one person. I love going out just as much as I love staying in, which is a lot. Im not high matentience, nor do i cost a lot of money. I have a hard time sitting still. I hate shoes, but since I have to wear them I love them. My feet are always on the dashboard or underneath me. Criss cross apple sauce is my favorite. I never thought I could miss someone so much that I'd never met, but i was wrong. I'm very open minded and would love to hear your view on things, but just remember I have my view too and I'm hardheaded about them. I like the think I can dance, but according to others I can't. I laugh at everything. If you read this all, I love you.

Dirty Dancing

No, I'm not talking about the activity that all the "little" girls at the highschool dances normally take part in. I'm talking about that amazing romantic movie with the ever hot Patrick Swayze. (: What a perfect way to start out a saturday. This soundtrack is epic. Okay, enough about that. Football game? Newcastle? Really? Suck my thumb. AHHHH! Tom Petty in three days! I'm beyond ecstatic. :p This is a short entry because I have nothing more to say. Nothing beats Tom Petty. (;

signed,
a daydreaming Kait

My beautiful rescue

Call me crazy. Color me childish. I don't really care. I'm in love. Period. I'm happy. Yes, love can be lost. Yes, love scares me, but living without him because of fear scares me more. So, fear enables me to face fear? Whatever. lol So what if he makes fun of me all day long because I blog, and write, and love to read?! It's really a beautiful picture if you imagine it. ha! Okay, moving on, Today has been amazing. I'm going to see bestfriend sam tonight. WHAAAAT NIGGGGA?! OH, snap, update on my life: completely carefree and breezy. Today i was comparing the most important people and things in my life to inanimate objects, haha, wanna hear? Okay, my parents are my clouds, they shield me from the harsh rays of the world and refresh me. Just like the clouds. Justin is my pointer/index finger (i prefer pointer cause i don't have page numbers or titles on m y finer and index just makes no sense to me), I never once wonder why he's here or by my side, I just know and love the fact that without him life would be miserable. Just like my pointer finger. Rachel is my magnet, she's always by me (not neccessarily physically but ya), and just like a magnet you get from Alaska or the statue of liberty she reminds me of the places I've been and the places I loved and the places I never want to be again. AAAnnd, cause I LOVE magnets and think that they're super immortal ability to stick around amazes me. (; Oh lord, I have sooo many of these i thought of today(: I wrote them all down, they're pretty amazing. That's enough for you though. Time to get ready to see bestfriend sam. Poor guy "/

Are we alive, or just breathing?

I'm not afraid to stand alone
or walk a path that's all my own.
I'm not afraid to say goodbye,
I tell you still I will not cry.
I'm not afraid of love that shatters,
My heart refuses to pitter patter.
I'm not afraid to hear your lies
No part of me can you tie.
I'm not afraid to tell a tale so tall
I have to say none of this is true at all.
I'm not afraid to stand alone,
I prefer to stand by the one to whom my heart is sown.
I'm not afraid to say goodbye,
but to the Lord my heart will cry.
I greatly fear our love to shatter,
only for you my heart pitter patters.
I'm afraid to ever hear your lies,
every part of me to you is tied.
I'm not afraid to tell a tale so tall
I have to say in your arms I did fall.

Friday Night Lights(:

As much as I hate high school, I love high school. I love Friday night football games. They make me week. My friends are amazing. Those who really ARE my friends are at least. I've decided that what's done is done, I can't change anything and that I hope he's happy. OBVIOUSLY, He isn't the same guy i knew anyways.... My legs are tired and I have NO idea why. lol Jonas L.A.? yes, please. I freaking love this show, and if I ever meet the jonas brothers you can bet anything I will cry. :D Sooo much studying to do this weekend. I'm so sick of school work all ready.

Thank Jesus for:
My parents and grandparents.
Justin Wayne.
Rachel Talley.
Kelsie Wright.
Courtney Fuller.
Austin Cantrel.
Samuel Hayworth.
and Branson Byrd.

Life is like a game of marbles..

I'm sitting here playing a game called wahoo with my parents and the love of my life. (: It's such a fun game. I'm thinking about the goal of the game, and life really is exactly like this game. Everyone's rolling the dice, taking chances on trying to make it home and be safe. While we are all rolling the dice and taking our own chances, people are constantly looking to knock someone off the board. People are always trying to keep quiet hoping that others won't see their ulterior motives to every move. I dont neccessarily everyone in the entire world is like this, but I do think in general the world is. It's sad really. Anyways, that was just an observation. I love this game actually, it's exciting. :D Last night was pretty great, I'm always so reminded how much I'm loved. Tomorrow, I meet with my real dad, and Lord help me. I'm hoping i can make a trip to norman tomorrow, but I don't know. Okay, getting off. I'll probably write later.

signed,
a lazy Kait

Birthday day

and I'm sitting on my couch, watching ET. What the poop? Oh well, I chose to do this instead of go to a football game. I am so tired right now. I'm talking to Jonthomas and SAM, but jonthomas and I are figuring some stuff out...I hope. I don't even know anymore. Sometimes I just have to realiaze that what I've done is done and I can't change it, so I just need to move on. Wow, and Hudson just texted me. WHY..? People wear me thin, and I can't please everyone. I stand by my theory that we are all just over exaggerated movie characters. Okay, I'm shutting up.

signed,
a worn out Kait.

Let's just start over and start at square one

This is going to be my online diary. You'll come to find that my life isn't really all the interesting, but I sure do love it. I'm not sure how to explain anything that's going on in my head at the moment, except that it's my seventeenth birthday and I'm completely excited. Yeah, only a year left, and the law considers me an adult. Goodness, I can't wait for that either. I've realized so many things about myself lately. Like, I have absolutely no patience for stupidity, yet I'm so stupid sometimes. Although, I at least try with my whole heart not to be. I'm fixing a few things, literally as we speak. Ugh, i have a birthday headache. do those exist? Cause I have one. I don't know. Just bare with me, cause this is going to hopefully be a daily semi daily thing.


happy birthday me!

signed,
a 17 year old Kait